The big fat Hypocrite!

I think I will blog today mostly cause its been so long since I have written anything. Not that I don’t have a lot of stuff to write about but mostly cause I m scared I will write too much about stuff I don’t want to write.

So why have I not been writing, I was busy being sucked up in the romantic ways of Edward the vampire, but I do acknowledge I have gotten over his highschool charms. Ohh and the whole holiday season here in US. It reminds me of a simpler time when I did put a sock out in our balcony. Looking back it was neither new nor quite pretty. I ended up loosing it anyways. Who knew who puts actual gifts in them and stuff. I have had a bad history with gifts but that shall be another post on another day. Right now there is a need to vent and vent I shall.

So I started looking up the word hypocrisy and found that original meaning is given as a deficiency in the ability to sift or decide. Therefore basically not sure which side you belong to, the dark sith or the force. It also means a complete contradiction of beliefs and statements fabricated at the spur of moment to support any claim.

I believe all of us are a little bit of hypocrites, whenever it comes to family, personal goals, professional ethics, social codes and moral dilemmas. We rarely like taking sides, the middle ground is always preferable however unbalanced it might be. But we hate to see people around us in the middle, taking the safer route agreeing with the despicable gray rather than choosing a side, more so making us acknowledge the fact that I came here too for the fear of being left alone on a side.

I believe humpty dumpty was a hypocrite too so no wonder he sat on a wall. Finally he had a great fall and nothing could put him back together again. I suppose that’s what happens to big fat hypocrites, they eventually fall from grace and start looking for carpool options. Therefore sincerity and honesty lies in being plain evil or good, hypocrisy or middle ground is simply unacceptable. But then again “Every man alone is sincere. At the entrance of a second person, hypocrisy begins.”